i understand where you coming from..not that death haunts me i do just think about it alot..i've come to realize i will never know what the future has in store for me ...but i do pray to god sometimes and ask him to bless me where ever im going, I belelive in God/Jesus and Karma. Thats all..no religions ...religions seem like cults to me. they all want you to believe in THEIR religion and try and knock you if your not their religion which is a bunch of bull shit..But i have caught interest in the muslim religion a few times but in the end decided...God/Jesus/Karma is all the belief that i need.