I awak from nightmares realizing life's a lie
no one was straight with me ima have stife till i die
a knife glistens in my eye and i try to avoid it
but then i listen closely and thats when the void hits
oh shit, here we go, i kno im crazy cuz i hear whispers
the fear comes slow and its gettin clean and cripser
as i walk around i feel like im being stalked in sound
the clock begins to spin faster than a tape rewound
but then i fal to the ground and i mind the silence
then im hauled bound to a chair is this a time of violence
i hear violins cryin like a whole choir just died
then i hear "hello sire i was hired to higher ur pride
my name is William Clyde and im ur fucking conscience
so stop ducking and spawnin ur little shits and hits"
i started to scream my heart's beating faster than exercise teams
then he said "i despise fiends u better revis ur lean
and get right or u'll being sayin goodbyes and meet ur demise
i can help u defeat and arise from suicide by cheatin the ties
beatin the rise pass the cries u gonna stay alive with me
just try it wit me" i stumble over like im passin out
then i wake up again feeling like i was drunk crashin out
i doubted it was a dream cuz it felt so too real
i flew fast into the bathroom looking and starin at the mirror
caring i kno its nearer my suicide was beginning to become clearer