| Bone is gay. | 
				
				Ritual
			 
 IP: 
 
 with eyes still all shackled in the blindest of traps, i'll;
 risk my life, flick the lights on & rise to do battle
 surprisingly rattled, now
 i shake the five o'clock shadow;
 coffee soaks in, for the moment life's defined by a tangle. .
 
 a rec-tangle, that is.
 & i gaze at it as a raving addict.
 taking in my facial mask as one of life's contagious facets
 a favorite practice, guiltily. .
 sure, the word may be right -
 but, i continue carefully, glimpsing in obscure shades of light.
 from the right to the left, now
 in spite & contempt. .
 one illfated glimpse make tangle & life seem unkempt
 entitled to sense, mine fail
 & even stifle my rep, when -
 a late or a tardy equates to an hour of mistitled 'detention'
 
 the world calls, now
 i laugh & don't accept the charges
 a regretful car spins wheels, my startled heels
 are incredibly charged, when. .
 i catch that PERFECT glimpse,
 & i'm finally cool.
 til i realize:  my smile's here. .
 that is, three miles from school.
 
 this is addiction - a shameful one at that.
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