Tuesday, March 21st, 2006

Main focus: Just clearing my head

its been only two days, but she has yet to get on
I'm worried, the pressure dawns, so now everything ethical's gone
I wrote and ripped an epistle cause I been stressed for too long
I'm thinkin "she left you", I guess its nothing left to do wrong
Decree said she probably found a 'somebody', but how?
how could I be so, petty and jealous, I got me a spouse
My motives over explosive, I struggle with focusin'
I supposed to have been signed but I sense I've lossed hope again
but now for rap, its 7 am, I hopped out the shower fast
to see if nejla was on, but I shouldn't of let the hours pass
but my coward ass remains quiet and yo..lol its classic shit
NOW she decides not to get on, when I dont have to ditch..
school defeated me, I dropped out, I'm about to get A GED
I didnt tell nejla that, due to my fear of her leaving me
she holds tendencies, to defend her reasons to see the least
in herself, so of course, I withheld speaking of demons reached
but we perfect for eachother, both of us are off the wall
but my baby need to learn that none of its her fault at all
I guess I should praise allah, but for now I'm thanking god
so I can make it far, but I'ma pray to help me take a job

out