Tuesday, March 28th

i'm done with the main focus shit now.. my mind kinda all over the place nowdays



embracing creativty, tryna stay realistic
and state the specifics, but right now Inspiration is missin'
this the before rush of war in my brain a warm up
to document more crushing stories, I gotta ignore love
I already dripped ink for nejla, it left me intrigued...
about whats on my mind daily, just look at every entry
I have no brothers or friends, my sister and mother have cursed
my name under the table, I love no one other than her
so you cannot convince me to stop mentioning nej
This aint the industry man, I vent this uninteresting head
I'd always mastered my craft when disaster woud spread
and nejla aggrivates me, consider what pastors have said
this pure virgin's innocence vanished after she bled..... so
am I wrong for wanting to crack her and put a gap in her legs?
laughter'll coverup to truth, oh what the fuck to do
with buckets of lust to mute, but hey it's just a rule..
and most girl's limits on this stuff is like a month or two
but when the cherry busts you're through being young so its up to you..
my next goal is finally clearing the GED test so...
I just wanna meal, I don't need to be dressed in the best clothes
I been stressful, but it seemed like nobody else known
I was just neglectful of everyone else, but it felt wrong
when I listen to any Mc's track, all of em agree that
you can't assist a greedy pack without any feedback
blowing 16 candles tommorow, no speeches are spoken
so on that note I'll leave the forum so peace for the moment