April 10th, 2006

FUCKIN PISSED


EDITED beggining... shits fuckin insane =/

he's 22, she's 16, within his personal grasp
and whats scarier is he wanted to marry her in the past
they say I musn't fight, and that I can't do nothin' violent,
what if he's there at her house right as I fuckin write this
and she taking a shower, he could pretend to be cautious
and while shes busy, he could simply 'accidently' walk in
just stalkin my girlfriend if he could sense the shit I'm involved in
with my temper and the shit just makes me wish for my coffin
and not only that, and my wifey just told me that,
------ who supposed to be my homie, was on engrossing acts
so bogus and yo its making me just wanna go insane..
I try to control, but my shoulders holding weight so I don't behave
and with predicted patterns you know it hurts to be patronised
but it seems like all the bullshit is perfectly sacronised
I weep, but all I do is cry, what can I do alive
he OVER THERE RIGHT NOW, the fuck is going through his mind?
and suicide is excluded so I guess I'ma have to breath
are all my past beliefs and actions from back then comin back to me?
tragically, it'll take a while to let me break a smile
I can't take it for real, I know I sound like an impatient child
but that's my baby there, and what the fuck could I do?
nothing, I feel like going to jail for something just to allude
no collection of words could put it to rest cause is burns
I can't digest it, my chest full of embers of aggression I yearn
for answers of why I'm stressin... are ppl taking lessons to learn
how to make me depressed as fuck and take a step on my nerves

damn ima quit right now