april 10, 2006

tryin ta figure out if i have a purpose
nuthin ta think about i just feel worthless
maybe it just me tryin ta find more than cash
no one trusts me and im a bit of an outcast
tired of people claimin i just want attention
actin like a no brained kid & always guessin
someone always has sumthin against sumthin
i'll be tryin ta get "attention" if im a dumb kid
and i'll be tryin ta be "impressin" if im smart
feels like people stretchin till im pulled apart
been askin this question but it so damn hard
ta find the answer maybe i should look faster
why the hell did god give me this set of parents
that try ta control me and is completely careless
they dont know me they practicaly terrorists
they just dont see that they bein the unfairest
why aint i as wealthy as the other kids round here
guess god cant tell me why i happen ta live out here
where im so stranded yet i still rap out here

yo just a lil bit of my thoughts ta start off my first entry