Lupe Fiasco's 'kick push' song has influenced me to want to do... bad things. I think I actually wanna skateboard. I talked to soc and compose about this. Compose my yellow snow colored friend, called me a cracker and an uncle tom Soc said he used to do it. I thought this feeling would pass, but I was walking outside, and for some reason I hopped on the side walk and started sliding my feet across it and jumped off. I think Ima start *hangs self*