Gone


Emotions evolve to a desecrated plateau
That eats away my insides to fill my mind with no’s.
As I await the answer…I feel a burn Sensation.
Eye’s tearing down my gentle face to a rippled declaration.
Fear!?...What fear do I preside?
When the only difficulty I declare is the means to decide
Whether to go or stay….Whether to live or die
But eighter way when the day comes I know I will abide
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So what do I promote to obtain or detain
Obtain the goodness that dwells or the bad brings pain.
I have to choose, but the risk I take is high
I go ini mini miny mo, to pick a choice that lies
It tells me to stay... so I do but it’s fake
There isn’t Happiness here only thing that dwells is mistakes
That leads you to the choice that leaves you shallow
In which you feel so ashamed you hide behind no ego but a shadow
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So in my path I rewind to intell more good
So I won’t continue on left with sayings like “I wish I could”
I see her standing alone with a shadow that grows
That shadow that over looks is me she just doesn’t know.
Angels to the east, Angels to the west
Combine to be as one and watch my love as she lay’s to rest.
For the dawning of a new day will adjure
That I lay my life on the line, that I laid my life for her.
I watch her everyday and every night.
I tweak a lil grin and smile as she hugs the pillow tight
The pillow that she hugs, used to be me
I never thought in a millions years that this is how it would be.
A single mother a widower, left behind
But I know I made the right decision in the hand of time.
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For if I dint then she wouldn’t be alive.
It would have only been my and the baby struggling to survive
So what I decided in the past was for the better
I caused her a better life and cleared the bad weather
So the tears that fall are the tears of joy
To let me know that I was right and for her to enjoy
I declare this decision as “one for another”
I used my one life that I was granted to better the life of another
The other in which being the eye’s of my lover.
So I present this one wish…To tell my lover that I love her.