whoever said i was happy?? i just dont give a fuck bout what people have ta say bout this shit....i never said i feel good about it...im just not crying and balling about it....if u smoked a blunt everyday before school u should know exactly how it is wit bein high/drunk at school..u know my reason on why i did it...besides how can u even be able ta tell i was happy about it unless i said i was happy...u dont see me smiling through the computer or through ur moniter u CANNOT say how i truly feel about this shit...of course im mad and depressed bout this shit but i aint gon let people take it for weakness so if people talk shit to me because of this or think all of a sudden they care about me then ur damn right im gon defend myself doesnt mean im happy bout what just went on...