who knows? most of the time I'm more solid during stress, pressure and disorder than..wow...ANYBODY I can think of. i'm usually the person people go to for stability, their 'rock'.

but other times, to be really real right now, i would shoot you in the face and really not think twice about it, to be quite honest with you.

so...i dunno, call it what you wanna call it it's just basic needs of survival to me. I just swing through different degrees of "do what has to be done" and handle em accordingly. some things I like. some things I don't.

and thats that.

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