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Originally Posted by The Gladiator
thanx i appreciate it...but yea i relate to what u said except for the anxiety atacks and shit (has ta REALLY suck) but i mean like i look at now and the future and it is like hopeless...like what if i become like my father or continue goin the way i am now i'll NEVER be happy...my life is sooooo empty
i only had a girlfriend once or twice which didnt work out...i have NO friends
not cuz im a loser lol....just that i cant reach nobody they all like just not who i wanna be hangin wit...i actually come from a small town not a city so aint that many people around know what im sayin...not of my kind anyways...last time ANYBODY ever came 2 my house and just hanged and did shit was like 7 months ago straight and even back then shits been lonely
i only had like 3 real friends in my whole life which i lost and like no one even knows im alive im practicaly spiritually dead...just a living breathing corpse
after u start feeling worthless u dont wanna do shit..u cant write or do anything....lol u know how hard it is ta wake up in the morning ta try and face another day...man i defitnly gotta do sumthin
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I can understand where you're coming from, I on the other hand am a very social person so I've got alot of support for my shit and a girlfriend who would do anything for me. Really, you've got to just go out of your way to meet people. Easiest way, join a sport... But small town people aren't going to try and meet you so YOU'VE got to approach them. And, don't think I'm just some preachy know-nothing, because I lived in a very populated city/suburb of Connecticut all of my life then right before going into freshman year of highschool my parents decided to move me 8 hours away to East Blue Hills Maine. The school had kids from 8 surounding towns going to it and still the student count hit a whapping 250. If you dont go after these people they wont let you in, trust me. Also, start running or exercising, again if you join a sport that would help gain some friend and would give you exercise. But, exercise is a natural anti-depressant. Exercise releases the same endorphans that anti-depressant medications force the brain to release, and there for it naturally fights off anxiety and depression. So, my advice man, really make an effort to get out there, even if you feel entirely awkward because once you make friends it will be well worth it... Besides, if you don't know anyone and you're non-existant than what does it matter if you make a fool out of yourself? Atleast you'll get the satisfaction of knowing you made a valid attempt at self improvement.
If you ever need some more advice feel free to get at me man, I've had to deal with a lot of emotional issues, so, I've got enough advice to write a novel and I'm always happy to help someone get there life back in order.