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Originally Posted by Myself
It doesn't make me happy, it's nothing more than an easy way out. It makes me happy when I go out and push myself and get a panic attack, but am able to work my way through it and be fine because I feel acomplished afterwards and I know I'm getting closer to conquoring my anxiety dissorder... But sometimes I don't have the energy for that, so I quit, and sleep, and wait until I'm stronger enough to handle my shit head on.
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yea life is all about conqouring ur obstacles...i mean i may be depressed but im tryin ta get out of it all...even though i dont feel like doin nuthin but just
layin on my ass watchin tv drowning in my depression like i usually do
i used ta write and record shit of my own but like i said for the past few months i been completly spiritually dead i just couldnt hang on to it no more
and like i said before when u feel worthless u dont have the heart ta do nuthin so i cant write without just losin ALL hope
so my emptyness is getting in the way of draining my depression
lol i can get a lil complicated but because of what i said
i quit writing and recording until i can get a steady focus on life again
hip hop is a reflection of self....how can u be a emcee if u got nuthin ta reflect off of...know what i mean