man....i feel ya man on how that can feel fucked up to you........talking to her for 4-5 months...ehhh i don't know how often yall be toghter and all...but if its a lot then..you should of figured it out earlier....but if its every now and then..then ya know..hard tell....but you two need to sit and talk about where you all want to go with yalls relationship.....but if it was me.....i'd let he do her thing in new york with rocawear and shit. and see what happends after that. if she makes the rocawear thing...then just let her go....long distance relationships are more trouble then they are worth, and if she returns not making it.....then i'd try and make something happend.......but thats just me man

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