What i've found is that love without attachment is the ultimate level. I have been with my gf for a long time, and I do love her and she loves me. I am happily binding myself to just one girl, and it doesnt bother me at all that I dont get others. Also, I have no desire to leave my gf, none at all.

The thing is I am too attached. It's kind of hard to explain... I feel as though if I were to lose her, I would not only feel bad, but I would feel like I have lost a part of my being. I don't what that second thing, just the bad feelings because feelings are easy to deal with. Right now im just trying to figure out how I can do it -_-.

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