Yeah.. Its like what MD said. I have a lot of people I talk to and shit. But there is only one person I know that I actually trust.

Thing is, its kind of wierd... Hes one of the only people I know in real life that I can talk to about really deep shit. Shit that other people wouldnt touch with a 10ft pole. We have basically exactly the same interests. We are real tight.

BUT. I know for sure he wouldnt die for me, and I definitely wouldnt die for him. Its not that we're not on that "backing for life" thing, its just that in reality it wouldnt happen that way. If for example we were getting chased by a shark in the ocean on bodyboards, he would try and push me off so I die, and I would try to push him off so he dies. If there was like a cyclone or some shit, and we had to run to get inside id try and get there first and lock the cunt out. He would do exactly the same. I dont hate him, he doesnt hate me. Its just this wierd rivalry, that would probably last until death.

I can never beat him at some things, but I can always beat him at others. I beat him in fights half the time and he beats me the other half of the time. A game of chess isnt just a game, its a battle for mental superiority and sometimes I win, but sometimes I lose. Its like there is no way to tell who is better, but for some reason we both want to know. So yeah, id try to kill the guy. Not because im a murderer, but because hes my friend. lmao.

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