I used to not have a reason and I was wreckless. I would basically not give a fuck, not saying it was a bad thing, i acheived alot, made a good name for myself, gained alot of street cred, but at the same time, had my name in court and in police alot more than wanted.
then I started getting serious with music, learnt alot grew up alot and basically relised music is a good reason to some what calm down and focus my energy into it.
Plus i met a girl that basically keeps me calm when shits getting fucked up, so she was some what of a saviour.
behind every strong man is a strong woman.

So yeh, music and my girl is why i live.