We don't know what's in the afterlife. Yeah time is an illusion but it labels history to me. How else could we remember certain periods of life without it? The thought of truly being gone forever scares me, not really for myself cause I won't even notice it, but for certain people/person. Like damn imagine loving somebody and then knowing they don't even exist no more, and they don't even remember you. And it'll happen to you too... that's fuckin devistating to me. We'll all find out in the end I guess.