No I'm not romantic in any sense of the word. In fact I am pretty much hopeless with women and the only time I get with them is on Holiday and most of them are just one night type things. My trouble is I just dish out the love and expect nothing in return. So that attitude lands me straight in the Friends Zone, where dating is no longer a viable option. I had that with this girl at my school who was going out with my mate. We became really good friends and would like talk for hours on the phone and by Christmas/New Year sorta time I started to like her. But I couldn't make a move cause I was too scared she'd turn me down and we wouldn't be as good a friends. I wish I had made a move now because she's with some guy who's two years younger than her and I said some shit I shouldn't have and she pretty much hates me. I haven't got the balls to ring her cause she'd just hang up, and whenever I see her she's with that 13 year old she's going out with!

Having said that, there is this girl who lives two hours away who I was really good to. I'd been talking to her on msn for ages then last summer and met her properly when I spent a week with her friends dad, who was my mums boyfriend at the time. It was amazing, every moment I spent with her was mind blowing, and I realised that I REALLY liked her, like more than I'd ever liked anyone before. Then, the day before I left the most amazing, unexpected (well it wasn't TOTALLY unepected ) thing happened, we kissed. It was seriously one of the best moments of my life, maybe the best moment of my life. I'm going to see her again sometime next week which should be dope. I still talk to her for hours most nights on msn, and don't know how I have kept her interested for the year I've spent away from her. But hopefully, I pray to God, that something beautiful will happen again.