alot of reason's.
I belive there is a god but im am uncertain about who why where or when.
I think the so called "punishment" is another factor. God himself is somone ive taken minimal time to study, religion yes, but god no, ( i proberly know more than the adverage man,but I cant say Im educated when it coems to god) We live in a christian over-looked world. But I have a strong point of view against alot of christians view's.
Therefore "am i going against gods rule?".
Its not a fear, in the sense of someone afraid of heights, more fear of the uncertancy that comes with the entire "god" thing.