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Loss of a father
IP:
Life begins seems like nothing can go wrong/Everyone seems happy for so long...
Parents don’t fight/Dinner is happy time every night...
All it takes is one awful night in the rain/You realize nothing will ever be the same
Unnecessary crying and heartfelt pain/Scary thing is to some life is just a game...
Think about it, I share his name/He was my father, pumped blood from similar veins...
Everyday thoughts of him control my brain/Without him shit’ll never be the same...
Half of me died on that night but I never got a chance to put up a fight...
Cancer kills people slow...you get to say goodbye...car crashes leave you with nothing except nights filled with time to cry...
Never got to say I love you that one last time...but I know he knew it in his mind...
Realize one night can change your entire life/ He knew how he was leaving his wife...
She now hadta take care of two kids/ And he knew where he left us to live...
How are we supposed to survive with no money? Seemed like it would never again be sunny...
The sun didn’t shine where we lived anymore/ Harsh realization, you wake up one morning and your poor...
I’ve lived my life without a father...So my lifes like yours except ten times harder...
Who taught you to throw a ball? I taught myself, cause for men in my family I got myself, thats all
He was on the hustle/Every day he was lookin for change...
Wanted to raise me right/So im proud to say my name...
Would rather be poor and be with him/Right now considered rich but livin grim...
Moms got a boyfriend now with endless cash/But years ago our egos clashed...
Told him You won’t ever be my dad....You can keep your money ya fuckin fag
Tried to buy my love/Thinkin he could take the place of the man above
Told him from the start he was nothin to me/A boy without a father is all id ever be...
Had the greatest father that ever lived/For some reason God took him and let me live
Times gone by I still miss my father...and with each day shit grows a little harder...
You may think money could complete your life...but the pain of death hurts more then any knife...Took this for me to realize it ain’t worth the price...
Until you lose someone...you’ll never know....the amount of pain death can bestow
Someday you’ll learn when your love starts to grow...Then they catch that fatal blow...
You get hit with the worst kind of sorrow...And you’ll know it won’t be gone tomorrow...
A loss you gotta carry in your heart/ until the day that you depart...
Sometimes you wanna die that very day/When you look up and the sky looks really grey....
You sink real deep and nothing else matters/You think to yourself you’ve never been sadder...
Life couldn’t get any worse/Should I call now, and book a hearse....
I could kill myself and end it all/Fuck it, ill fight it, for you I’ll stand tall...
Let the sun shine on you instead of a cloud...Stand taller then anyone else in the crowd...
Live life to make you proud/Give me reason to say your name outloud...
Won’t let stupid shit bring me down/Nonsense drama cant bring a frown...
Be the best that I can be...So I can look back and say that was me...
So this is my tribute to you dad...Ill read it over whenever I get mad...
Your body may have left on that day...But I don’t care what they say...
I know you’re here right beside me...And on some days I feel you inside me...
And I know you’ll always be there when I need you to guide me...
And I know, you’d have died for me...
If I could switch things you know I would’ve, if God only gave me the chance, he should’ve
I love you Dad... And in my heart you’ll never die...
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