uhhhh i really hate ta even think about it

but my ma and me was in this REALLY HEATED arguement
and if she was anyone else i woulda started swinging hours ago
so i was on the very edge from just losing it
and she slapped me so hard and it took less than a second
for me to thoughtlessly respond to it without hesitation
i ACTUALLY hit her and thought about it after cuz i didnt realize what i did
after that i felt REAL bad cuz not only is she a woman but shes my ma
so i tried my best ta apoligize but i dunno it just felt REALLY bad

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