umm well...you could start by doing this......

get off your computer chair....jog to the nearest full length mirror...then proceed to look into that mirror and stare at yourself for a good...hmm..lets say 10 seconds....now..i know this may come as a shock to you..but yes...you WILL see a caucasion...once the aftermath of the shock dies down and realization kicks in that you are in fact white......you can then stop saying the N word...

thank you and good night

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