bruv
here's the problem
it's the old fashioned case of "don't know until you try it" syndrome...
you let the idea of people mocking you get into your head so much that you're absolutely convinced that it'll happen therefore you hold yaself back.
But listen
the only way you'll elevate ya game is by trying out new shit you have to TRY otherwise you jus ain't gonna KNOW...
but do it one step at a time...first start wit a few of ya mates, spit a few bars at them...they'll prolly like it...friends are the easiest people to up ya confidence and also if you REALLY suck that horribly, they'll tell ya. and jus take it from there...normally now in the clubs i'll be talkin to random people i've never met and i tell them bout my raps and spit shit right in their ear wit mad aggression and they love it...i'm confident in myself enough to start taking it further...but bro...i was at ya point once upon a time you jus need to take that step mate
stay up.
P.S: Ignore Nos he hasn't made a track since the dinosaurs died
