Like the drunk man starrgering away from the bar, i stumble around and shout at the stars,
life seems to be slipping away, god keeps throwing things my way,
I wanna drink this bottle and never come back, drink away as the memories attack,
there aint no pride in suicide, i'm losing my stride, in my rhymes i cant confide,
nothings all around me and i cant see it, i wanna be it,
never feel emotion never feel pain, past events have stained the brain,
i'd much rather had been aborted, this pain i just cant afford it,
i'd love to swap places and faces with other races, i just cant keep up with lifes paces,
im sick and tired of the earthly madness, i wanna die and sleep on heavens matress,
you think world world 3's going on in afghanistan, why dont you take a look at my fam,
welfare checks, collecting debts, but i cant fret,
i try and get it all out on the paper sheet, but the flow, weaker than weak, future, bleakest of the bleak,
life problems gotta have a solution, my mind full of media pollution, i arrange my execution,
i pull the trigger and theres no turning back, but its the end of wack, i feel my flow coming back,
its too late and the bullet pierces the flesh, my last though is,
how did i get into this mess...