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^Click on "Hood Opera: Fill it with music"


Beat: Akil Sharp (intro clip from "Titanic")
Hook: Tha Q aka Reflecz
Verses: 1 & 2, Q

Concept: expressing my current outlook


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Verse 1

Sometimes I feel like God's not real but he deals with me
And on the real, I been sinkin' like my will's at sea
Level, I got the devil in my psyche
They used to call me lil Mikey, but now I'm likely
To pull a Nike, and just do it, put my lil finger through
The metal hoop and pull it, the blood will pool quick
Ly, shit be droppin' on me, ploppin' on me
My heart is lonely, cuz I ain't even got a homie
Nah homie, and I ain't even got a home, see
Rest my dome on worries, home was very
Belligerent, a lil kid livin' with a nemesis
Memories of torment, pain, forced the dormant
Rain to fall in torrents, and I ain't even got insurance
My heart was flooded, gutted, like I was Halibut
Or perch, now the hurt is worse at first was terse
Now it's a curselike Gypsy hit me, I'm strictly sickly


Hook: 2x
Every day I look around I see a million excuses
To hate my life, and walk around like I was silly and useless
I feel the acoustics, but really, it just kills me when news get
Depressin' on the real, I just fill it with music



Verse 2

I wanna cry, but my tear ducts are near fucked and dry now
I wanna soar like Dino, damn, they died out
I wanna iron outmy issue like I'm dry cleanin'
I wanna give up now, but I will die clingin'
I wanna try singin' like a bird that flies high
I wanna die thinkin', I deserved to die high
I wanna fly, but my wings are clipped, so I lie
On the ground thinkin', I will never see the smile I
Had a long time ago, before the bad was how it go
Before the sad outweighed the glad, before my dad jus left my ass
Now the glass is half empty even when it's full
Fuckin' child abuse, nah, not tryna make excuse
What the fuck is the use, I'm accustomed to color
Black drops from my black heart, dead on the black top
Black at my funeral, black was the shooter, yo
Back when I was embryo, black I saw in utero
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