trust me i dont think u seriously see how empty my life is i mean it goes beyond a bad period of my life cuz it pretty much was like what im describing since the beginning and what u mean by pitifull?? anyways i refuse ta use any anti depressant cuz if i was acting all happy and shit in a situtation like this i'd be pretty retarded lol but i cant just give up on wanting ta live a good life thats my only hope the only thing keeping me goin..so how would i be happier?

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