These Words

how can i express these words/
full of joy, hate and rage/
life for me is like a pit bull in a cage/
lifes a struggle but i try to move on/
for i wish to one day be KiLLa the DON/
i fear to say much in this life/
so i sit here holding the knife/
i wonder sometimes, why i was put here/
when most of the time i live in fear/
so i sit in my bed and shed a tear/
i can not explain my life through some simple words/
for somtimes i just do not have the courage/
to just let myself go/
somtimes i hold in my pain and just say NO/
but with prosperity and triumph/
i wil become stronger/
i will be the king for much longer/
all i want to do is stand tall/
stand right back up when i fall/
for the world is so big, i am small/
hate and rage flow though my heart/
as life goes on it simply tares me apart/
i wish life would end and i could begin with a fresh start/
like PAC i want to see change/
life is all to strange/
i feel like im a target on a rifle range/
the end is near for me/
so please, let me be set free/