it seems that i've been brainwashed? heh, now that's funny. I used to be just like you PT. maybe more so. was on my god high and all that. then, i started asking questions i was always told i should never ask. my desire for knowledge lead me to places some people would rather not ever go. the edge of my own sanity, knowing that my "reality" was an illusion. do you know what it feels like to feel the walls of your life shattered to insignifacant fragments? do you know what it feels like to learn that your entire existance as you know it is a lie? to see things you wish you could deny, things you wish you could convince your self weren't real?

PT, i'm on a whole different level than you may possibly ever be able to imagine. i know you think you do, but you don't. a wise man once said, you can always tell a fool because he thinks he has everything figured out.

__________________