Actually, I grew up believing whole heartedly in the church because THAT was how I was brought up. I went to Sunday school, church whenever I was at my mom's house - I lived for that shit. Somewhere around four years ago I started thinking for myself and started asking questions. About a year later I came to the conclusion that Christianity is a piece of shit. So no, that doesn't sound at all like my religious experience. I was like you a couple of years ago (minus the gay part).