u should really stop trying to avoid ur 1st time doing anything. and DONT save it for the "right" girl because your only gonna fuck things up. thats if shes not a virgin and has experience. my advice to u find a chick that aint too ugly to fuck but just some chick u dont mind getting rid of after and fuck her a few times just ta get some practice or u could go for drunks that works probably even better cuz they wont remember a thing. so do that a few times so when u do meet the perfect girl u can show her how the pros do it and she'll remember you for the rest of her life

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