yea will i personally think it was suicide too i mean come on its pretty obvious. theres this book out there of kurt kobain's journals ranging from all the songs he wrote to every random statement and thoughts/opinions he jotted down to pictures he drew and even notes from his driver's ed. they're all scans right out of the notebooks he drew in. (he has REALLY bad handwriting too.)

anyways i was reading in a page he wrote saying that when he was like a sophomore or junior he got high and drunk and went to the railroad tracks and laid down on them while putting 2 big pieces of cement on his legs and chest waiting for the train to run over him but instead the train went down the other set of tracks.

and he also had some kind of disease or disorder with his stomach that was kind of like a stomach ulsar but was unexplainable to doctors and every set of medication the doctors would prescribe him too didnt work so he decided he would try herione to self medicate himself and did that for a month straight but didnt help any. he ended up detoxing in a hotel room before he had to go do tours in austrillia and japan. but the stomach problems got so bad for him that he actually bought himself a gun to take his own life cuz he couldnt stand how much pain his stomach put him throught if he did anything as much as swallow his own spit let alone food. but he didnt kill himself cuz he had a doctor give him some diffrent type of pills which for a change helped.

but if u can say that kurt kobain wasnt suicidal then u need medical attention. but on the reals tho kurt kobain was a fuckin genious im a major nirvana fan.

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