^yeah, you could look at it that way. or you could also look at it as those ballsier choices wouldhave groomed you to put your self out on a limb more and you could have ended up losing out in a big way.

i kinda looked at it that way when i thought to my self 'damn i shoulda punched that kid lucky in his throat' but once i overcame him i'd be trying to solve everything with violence. so sometimes its good not to have power cuz you can go buckwild with it.

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