^^your right my problems would still be there i aint trying to say that drugs actually make it better but it makes me feel better when im still in the same situation. like i dont have to care and i can just enjoy being high instead of stressing myself out with everything that i have a problem with. i'd risk anything just to be able to feel that way and weed is the only thing that can give me that feeling since i cant change how im living this very instant. its just this lifestyle im living in right now that makes me deny my morals and do whats wrong when i know whats right. theres so much im risking with weed and the other irresponsible actions im taking in life and theres alotta shit thats telling me i should stop but it cant fully convince me to. i aint really blaming my problems in life on drugs but it is becoming a problem i just dont like to label it as a problem when it makes me feel so much better

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