^But if you take that road and lets say you live moment to moment, where you dont focus energy into the future or regrets of the past etc., how do you like ...accomplish what you want?, like I could live moment to moment now but I dont like the situation im in now so im CONSTANTLY thinking about the future 24/7, AND regretting past decisions a lot, and like you said its depressing but i cant help but think about it because the present is basically kicking me in the face saying look what you've done and if you want to get out of this you have to think about the future and prepare for it and shit like that, so it feels really hard to live moment to moment, im sure once you get there and feel that then you're happy but i dont know like how its possible and shit.

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