livin in the moment. im all about not givin a fuck about the past or the future, just livin in the moment and makin the right decision when the choice is given to me at that time. like i can focus in the future by makin the right decision at the right time and only focus on that. like i could care less if i die or if anyone close to me dies, ya it will be sad, but i doubt i'll cry cuz i got so much of an understanding like life is life, theres nothin new happenin to anyone, just get over yourself and accept what is before you.
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something that really pisses me off though is when someone tells me its copping out, thinkin the way i do. like i should put more effort into fixing things, but i know how life is and how life was and how life will be, i understand things could improve, but im not gonna try and fool myself into a life of complete servitude to make myself feel like im accomplishin somethin in my life. i figure if i try understanding as much as possible and make the decision i feel is right at the time, my life will be exactly what i want.
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and if not i can always discard the pass and start a new life in, just by saying, today is a new day and create from there.
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thats why i think religion is such a hit, cuz they use these same concepts like forgiving of sins and u can be a new person. i just wish it was considered having knowlege and not put into stories and have to believe in somethin specific.
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jabbba jabba jabba

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