its sad to act like how you is... or how you was
trying to seem like the tuffest thug
but right now it feels like im losing the fight.. am loseing my life
cuz one min im getting marryed.... next min im losing my wify
im loseing my striff.... an im getting weaker
you could read the sadness..
but its deeper when you hear it throu the speaker
the inside of my heart torn.. the facial expression morns
how could this happen to someone who stay on top of your step like corns
this never should of happen... the letter.. the communication
our life was set for july 7th.. and cancune mexico was our honey moon vacation
why do i play games like playstation.. when love was in the making
stop holding on to your ex-love.. that why now 'my soon to be' is escaping
she left my sight... took my car and starting to run throu red lights
its 10:41 in the mourning.. and i probley wont see her till tonight
i didnt mean to be holding back... i couldnt tell you my ex still on my mind
7 years later.. she cryed her marrage was a mistake.. an to me thats fine
cuz now i thought it was my time... to take a shot at her without the crime
but as soon as my wify read the message... time is all i wish i could rewind
i got to let it go.. why did i let this exsplod.. in my face like you a fake
it was a mistake.. but you dont keep doing the same thing ova.. its to late
my eyes tear till they bleed... my cheast feel wierd should i leave
the words she said was probley a tease... now i feel stuck like a tree
the good times is all i think about.. i wanna scream and shout..
cuz like fat people excersize... things between us dont seem to be working out
i should ran my head into a brick for acting like a prick
you mean the world...i been gave her the boot to show you the game im trying to kick
things between us about to flip like a dealers plan
a family is what we wanted.. we was about to close a deal on land
i know i did wrong.. i dont want you to accept my apolygie
i want to move forward and i want you to continue to follow me...

baby i love you...

base on a true story...