No they don't... They only hold it against you when you blatantly act in ways that are completely different to what you say you believe. I don't hate you and I'm not jealous of what you consider success.

Who am I man? I'm fucking nobody. I'm not telling you to do what I say, I'm trying to tell you that you took a wrong turn somewhere. You're fucked. You're a complete wreck... Only in relation to your beliefs, though. I'm telling you, don't go around acting like some Christian or something and then behave in a way that is in complete discord with your apparent beliefs. I am not defending Christianity from the point of view of a Christian, since I'm not one, but you shouldn't just do that shit. It's demeaning. There are some really great people out there who are Christians, and they cop all the shit because of lazy people like you with foolish spiritual ideas.

I remember you posting bible verses about how it isn't alright to sin, despite God's grace and forgiveness. You say that you've found solace in your mindset, but from my point of view it just looks like you've given up. All you do is make stupid excuses. "Oh, I can't be perfect, nobody's perfect, everybody sins. I've realized I can't be perfect and I'm doing my best." Why lie? You aren't doing shit. You insult people and brag about "fucking bitches," you like going to "GOOD PARTIES" to drink and pick up girls or whatever.. You are arrogant and self-centered. Your behavior is not that of a person who is doing their best with that shit. And please, don't think I'm trying to offend you or something, all I'm doing is telling you things that are true. I am arrogant and self-centered, I sin, I do drugs, I'm a fool as well, it's not like I'm trying to single you out and make you feel bad.

You should make a decision. Are you going to be one of the Christians that ruins it for the great people out there that really know what they're doing when it comes to religion by acting like an idiot? Or are you going to get a clue, change, and put a little bit of effort into being what you say you are?

If neither of those is appealing to you, then for Christ's sake stop calling yourself a religious person and being so stubborn about your beliefs. Like I said, you're a mess. You can't begin to clean yourself up until you realize that fact. So if you don't want to see the reality of your situation, then get over the bandwagon called Christianity that you jumped on for whatever reason, man up. If you're a christian because of your family or something then stop it. That's a terrible reason, and your family is going to love you whether you call yourself the same thing or not.

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