Only with certain things, mainly with my career direction, like, ill be honest, i cant afford to go to college, my parents cant pay that, i mean, shit, i can go, but, my bro went, and he's still paying off his loans, years later, i dont want that shit, so its like, ok, wtf am i going to do, i NEED to be a success at something, anything less is not an option. Im not going to sell drugs, i mean shit, most of my friends sell weed, fuck that other shit, and they make really good money, only keep a day job to keep the eyes off them but thats not my thing.

Just tryna find where im at i guess, but confidence, not a problem in most areas, like shit, i know i look good, thats number 1, i know im well liked in Rl, but in other shit, i just feel like why do i bother making beats, no one cares, why do i even come here still, i know ill never sell records as a rapper but i like to battle regardless, so idk, i cant be the only one who feels like that o_O

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