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Shades Of Grey In My Unlikely Addiction

I can’t think anymore my thoughts blending with fear
Sending severe thoughts in my head, I’m bending my ears
Shedding some tears, the fact I can’t break free of thoughts
I disagree with distraught I can’t imagine the evil I brought
This mental upheaval I fought, leads a traumatizing Face
Riding these waves and leaving all of the cries in disgrace
Wishing to find my place in life, left with this grueling affliction
Deft doing the suspicious, as it seems to fuel my addiction
Though I was raised in a pool of Christians, but my ambition,
Through lies and imprisonment, as I strive in my in vision
My decision I visit through the dying glisten of pessimistic lies
These sadistic tribes deprived, as the rest in risked “byes”
This ballistic demise, as cocaine flames my surrealistic eyes
Separated by the antagonistic divide, as its raining visions
My brain is stuck in a feign arcane containment of Satan’s wisdom
This insane domain of other worldly precision….
……………………………………….As its tainting my fatal envisions
Unstable to finish, unable to save & restrain my “Saint”…
…………………………………………fr om Death in a blatant collision
my aching position is breaking the fate of the haven
My visual apparation to sniff what’s on that bloody paper
This muddy vapor, but later on I get feeling to rape her
Put Death On All Fours, Play its game, destroy her career
Of taking in victims of tears and addiction, boiling their fears
Deploying my dears enjoying this annoying thought of sex
Without regret, put my Stick of Life right into her Rotting Flesh
Sobbing and wet astounded at newfound addiction to Death
Mixture of sweat, blood and tears, with friction in breath
I return in realistic scene feeding on meth, insane wrought
I swirl to Grims lot heaving heavy, with strained sought
For fraught engulf my bladed thoughts, I obey to watch
With raided flocks of Satan’s mocks of crazy behavior
As I walk the daisies of dread, waiting the hazy traitors
Get this white plague out of my system, I’m remaining vigilant
By then I lick my lips to Death with such insane elegance
My vigor dome shows rigor mortis & odor of lies moreover…
To motor his grin eager to let show, my October eyes Sober
In Stress the Grim Reaper of Death glows… over my shoulder…

I Had an addiction to meth, had to fight it.. So I...
Fucked Death hard in the ass and I think I liked it