i wake up in the middle of the night...shine on my light face.
rubbin my eyes, checkin my messages. scramblen over cups and plates
none.. not a single message... i guess ill right u one...
haha i used to do that just to bug u hun.
but no i feel an empty gap like there something missing in my life...
oh yea... i just found that the girl i love doesnt want 2 b my wife.
or.. thats atleast how i got the message i hope im lost in translation.
cus if so then maybe things will be like they was when we was playin.
u know... no hessitation.. just elevation of 2 souls mixing one.
just fixing our eyes on each other. we would let our souls run.
it was fun while it lasted but the past says for me to move on.
i cant continue waiting for something that im not sure of...
but im sure of you... and im feelin troubled and confused.
like i just got used for a joke, im feeling battered and bruised..
but ull still by my LILLY. and ill still water u with care.
cus u know me girl... when u need me im always there.
need a favor u got it... wanna talk im here to listen.
its a gift from my parents... something im grateful i was givin.
i saw a vision... but it was similiar to what im living.
so i called it deshavu... future seeing? or proclaimin mission...
is it destiny? was this the plan? to end it like this...
u continuing your life and me continuing pissed.
like i missed the biggest oppertunity of my life?
cus i know the fact is ull still think of me at night...
am i in your mind... why should i even bother asking.
cus these questions that i ask, u wont answer if im rapping....
u wouldnt answer if i asked... u would probably just change the subject.
its wierd.... hahaha you and me... u live and i protect...
i split thought ran threw my mind... this text is a little long...
but i dont have enough space to write what i wanted for so long....
but ill continue writing.. ill continue fighting my fate.
ill continue searching for a way to stay the same...
rap is my saviour... im glad that i found this flow.
im glad that i found YOUR glow... with out it i would be so-so.
u gave me somethin.... a great emotion up in my chest.
it was the best... but now that emotion turned to stress...
u said i had a "don" que esto era mi bendicion...
tome un segundo para entender q tu eres mi mejor oppcion...
sin question.... tomara otro segundo para detener el mundo...
y demostrate q mi amor por ti si enrealidad es profundo...
t fijas... nunca pense q tuviera escribiendo en español.
pero lo hisite d nuevo flaka.... tu eres mi bendicion..
mi mejor oppcion... y un dia vas a tar feliz.
with or with out me... se q pensaras en mi.....