Every day that evaporates makes me more krupt/
In realising this my life will definatly come to an abrupt/
End, then I will descend into hell for eternity/
Pain and torment has being persistently learning me/
To hate, the fires of hell will be consistently burning me/
But its deserved I hate so I must terminate/
Myself I must disable my health on this date/
I blame god after all he did create me/
I just pray that he doesn’t reincarnate me/
Im going to say sorry to my family 4 giving up so soon/
All I have done is consume their room so I guess my doom/
Will be a true blessing and right now im confessing/
That im the one that use2 beat myself 4 attention/
My parents said that this is something I shouldn’t mention/
But considering im taking the cowards way out, the deception/
Of others is finally over atleast I contain/
Some dignity, but now my brain/
Is not allowing me 2 remain alive/
So I guess its time 4 me not 2 survive/