Shamless man changed hands so i could understand,
to become famous it wont be painless but that is the plan.
Now on the correct path i smile and laugh continiuous,
stimulated in everyway helps depression stay oblivious.
Cant believe im really living this, its like a dream come true,
recent altered reality has made me forget what i was living through.
Temporary holiday it seems from that dark prison i found,
but any little blip or lack of concentration will result in arms being bound.
But for now mind set free to explore, sudden rush of anxiety,
push myself forward defeating the enemy of mine is the priority.
panic attacks related to this bad feeling must control my adrenaline,
no need for more tablets, it will pass, its only the devil-dont let him in!
Daily process of being cautious, 2nd best to something invisible,
most days feels invinssable but in princible its existance is not credable.
I am not edible, this state of mind will not eat me alive i val,
i will not meow im not a pussycat, i'll roar like a lion! well maybe just for now?