^^yerr i agree the poetry feel was heavy in this, that illuminated line didnt really fit for me in the imagery department, a litte to broad, while the next line makes it seem like hes rich which woud suggest he should have it good,the rest is like no hes a loser or his familys left him and hes at home getting drunk reading the bible? is this dude ready to kill himself, im tryin to equate a messge with the title "Proud" so this is what i got hes to proud to admitt his mistakes and ask his family for forgiveness, if im wrong enlighten me, mos def made me think..