i unno man, sounds like you blamin yourself for the whole thing by saying you an asshole and shit. But usally its not always just one person's fault, specially after having a baby togeather that a partner cheats. I would def. not put the blame all on myself, i mean sure..we all have bad quailtys and shit. Like i can some times be really quick to get pissed at my girlfreind for dumb shit, but she can be a real bitch sometimes too--n she knows it. Just hope you dont turn into a fucking pussy like Poetic's dumb ass. But that shit dont bother you that some other dude been with your old lady??

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