And cheating was something I was never proud of...

BUT:

A) I was drunk, and it was a one night stand one time, and a girl kissed me when I was sober. I didn't kiss her, she kissed me.

B) We were much younger and it was much earlier in the relationship as this happened two years ago this summer.

C) WE WEREN'T ENGAGED AND DIDN'T HAVE A BABY.

Now she:

A) Hung out and talked to this guy continously in text messages. They did this for almost a month, and I did ask "What the fuck?" before, but then she throws my past in my face and says I don't have a reason not to trust her.

B) Does not drink or do any drugs AT ALL. She breastfeeds, and doing any that shit isn't good for the baby as it could contaminate the milk. She was consciously sober and doing this.

C) Bridgette was FUCKING SLEEPING in the next room. Our baby girl who is not even two months old.

Ugh.

The more I think about it the more disgusted I get.

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