Take My Soul.
Red = Man.
The love ...mixed with hopeless nights
Getting chocked, as we opened fights
I'm powerless, as he showers his fist
Empty inside ...... as I devour his wish
He grapples my neck, with no remorse
And of course ...his angers the source
I drown in tears ... now a sunken ship
Its calm tomorrow, till the drunkness hits
"I want you gone. All you do is abuse me.
You never even talk to me like a person"
Every step closer ..... we remain in a line
Cause every last thing thats hers, is mine
From behind the time, we laced our boots
So we took a shot, only to face the truth
And we waste our youth; only for today
Hoping she actually has something to say
We repay our debts, but yet still borrow
Cause' we can't talk today, maybe tomorrow
So untill she can how I want to be treated
She can keep this hell hole, fuck it I'm leavin'
"Was it my mistake? Something I said?
I don't wanna be alive, without her I'm dead"
I'm so lonely - got this house to myself
Drinking, thinking...what this lifes about
My life path is chosen, yes he's a rapist
Looking in the mirrior - it seems faceless
Can't face this! All my dreams - Wasted
Running out of blood...and my patience
I hate this. Wrist slits are fighting back
One, two.... way to many to keep track
I need him! I'm dieing, I can't be alone
Please baby! PLEASE! Pick up the phone
"Hello? Oh my god, I miss you so much!
What I'm aloud home? I'll be there shortly
...I Love you!"
And my last mistake was made just now
I keep wondering was it trust? But How?
The fights ...I know they are never ending
He understands the message I'm sending?
He's drunk. He knows he holds my whole
Dear jesus, to this man, I've sold my soul.