Um, it's common fucking sense.

Option A - I die?
Been prepared for it for a while.

Option B - Father gets killed, house burns down, I get crippled, badly scarred, and castrated?
In addition to dealing with the traumitization of losing my dad, as well as the house that holds decades of my family's memories, I also end up disfigured, and unable to walk OR fuck?

21 years old and I'd be a tremendous burden to those I have yet to really start giving back to.

Option B is without a doubt worse. You didn't really give much thought to this question, did you?

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