My life is not ending - im not going to die,
then why do i feel like with this news i wanna cry *~
Life will move on - i will one day forget,
but i will also feel a kind of regret *~
I dont want this now - but one day i will,
but why do i feel like this - like my life`s gone still *~
Everyone around me smiles,
not knowing whats happening inside of me *~

All i can think about is how much i love you,
and i dont wanna cry because i dont want you to be sad too *~
This is serious but i dont wanna feel down,
its just another life experience together on this never ending,
merry go round *~

Soon i will see you again and for that day i wait,
to rap my arms around you and all my love for u i`ll state *~
I just want to hold you and you hold me oh so tight.
i love being close to you feels so right.
you`ll put your head to my stomach and for the last time,
you`ll say goodnight *~


Supz Yall, aint been on a min ...
thought id drop this .. im kinda emotional atm
and needed to vent ... so yall might know what
im writting bout !

HoLLa