Mission : Sleepwalk


I arrange thoughts, this strange plot seems to come alive
A cage haunts while the lame faught for his chance to survive
And he arrives at a place, qualms erased, clarity to his mind
Because if you can keep pace, you'd be surprised at what you'd find
he's NOT insane, but inside? maimed, scared and feeling dull
because it's the same feeling he gets when he decides to bash his skull.
The hull of his brain is damaged, In need of some repair
And it's funny it's been maimed by medication for the despair

I'm so fucked up, why am I staring at myself in the mirror?
I'm gonna puke everywhere, this nausea's made me iller.

it's not fair, the addiction, who knew the pills were wicked?
But i don't care, i'm itchen, laid up in my bed, pain stricken
I'm sick and all alone, ever since everyone else left my life
but i'd rather wish to clone OLD memories in this place with a pipe
Hit it with might, and relax, sit back and get to rememberin
But my dreams don't add up to me, leavin my memory dismembered and
sometimes I can't think, it stinks and is awfully scary
I'm on the brink of disaster now, where the fuck is my family?

The observer looks in, with my mind it's hard to meet
The same conclusion he draws, "It's progress none the least."
He jots a few notes quick, An M.D. who likes to boast shit
Think's it'd be a good idea, to simply increase the dosage
He's got the most shit, whatever your looking for
Cocain, Heroin, Shrooms, and Weed, what you lookin to score?

I go into my closest, Northern Lights?! let's twist up some nugs
It's like I'm a doctor now with this MASSIVE collection of drugs


I don't remember soberness, when it's over this won't be so bad
But the holder hits the addictive pits in my soul to keep me sad
But what is the truth in this? Am I mad? Or am I dreaming?
As i look to the place where I like to inject, now steadily bleeding
Reality contorts, the message of course, is beware of what you do
Because the shrink doesn't exist, and the only one to blame is you.



Temptation is a great power, it can overcome the feeble mind
But if you give in and cower, your loved ones will be hard to find.

Beware the drugs, their addicting...
... don't fall victim to my plight
and my future? it's hard to predict it...
... I'm sleep walking through life.

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I'm Beast.